gonna self injure.........

i am gonna self injure, but i'm gonna journal first.....my meds. came but of course i was at school so i couldn't sign for them, so they're STILL NOT HERE....so i hafta wait until tomorrow or something to get them......i got an awful grade on a test and i took another test today and did an awful job.....i have another test on monday and i swear i'm gonna die by the end of the semester.....i can barely hold my tears back.....what a horrible week!!!!!