Gonna lose until I go down...
So lately I have been gaining weight back and I hate it! I know that I have been gaining but its all ok because I know that I will lose all of it again very easily but its going to take a couple of weeks. I was alright with it until my mom said something to me about her noticing that I have been gaining weight and that can not happen! My parents cant know that I am gaining again! I still have about another 3 weeks until my weigh in, I am now at about 108 which means I need to drop anywhere from 10 to 15 lbs. Rrrrr I just cant do this! I have always had pressure from them to lose weight and then I did. I lost so much I almost was placed in a hospital. Now im gonna lose more then i did before, this is my last downfall. Im gonna lose until I drop!!!!
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your 108 lbs!?..you dont need to lose wieght!..thats nuts!!..i use to crash diet just because i could..i made myself sick..your fine..your parents need to stop what thier doing to you..my ex use to stay on me about my wieght..but i always wanted to gain because maybe then i could stand my ground with him..nothing was ever good enough for him..we have to please God and ourselves..not mom and dad..not a selfish controling husband..and surely not our kids..
please becarefull..i know what it does to a body..
oh yeah i was only 93 lbs then..