gone for a long time

i almost pay the ultimed price for being off my copd drugs. i almost died after the last journal entry. it was good that i had life alert. so haven't been on since may 3rd. the home house nuse try to blame it on the doctor. i might of made her mad i told her it was her fault for not following up with the doctor. just because she put it on his computer doesn't mean anything. she had his telephone number she could have called him. she had to say i was right. i hate people trying to put the blame others. the nurse and the doctor where both in the wrong. i almost went to heaven because of their mistake. than they wonder why the va hospital gets such bad pulisby. i willl keep my face at horrible since i him still having problems with it.