Going to pack up photos.

I guess it's time to take the photos off the walls and pack them away. FB pictures need to come down too. They will still be on my computer, but they won't be on FB. That is what she wants, so be it. I am not hurt by it, knowing the way she is, but it is still sad. The photos were taken during times of great happiness, and taking them down, is just a reminder of how much we failed at our marriage. I wish I could hate her, but it isn't in me to do that.
Just waiting to hear from my lawyer as to when we go to court. This will be the third time we have set a date for this, but this time it is going through. I cannot hang on to something that is dead, hoping to breathe new life into it. Time to get back to my divorce care group. Time to heal the pain, renew hope and move forward. This last 8 months has completely drained me. I have nothing to offer anyone except words of encouragement and my prayers for their struggles to get better.
I am getting ok with being alone. I still see my friends, but I am staying in most of the time. It is a struggle to keep the focus on positive things, but I think I am doing pretty good. I still have my bad days, but they are getting fewer and fewer. I haven't been to church in 3 weeks. The last time I went was with her, so I guess that has something to do with it. I need to get back this week for sure. Definitely time to start making the changes I need to.