Going to Enjoy this Holiday

Last night, i received an email from my former friend who i have been mentioning lately here. She wants to know what my problem is, what gave me a laugh was the title in the subject box "whatever" i'm sorry  but this woman is an adult, she is not in high school anymore, i found it funny because people who say what ever are not adults! lol. I wrote a very long email explaining it to her, and i feel so relieved to get everything off my chest, i said what i needed to say and now i just want to enjoy the holidays with my mom and my sister. What is also good news for me is i get to see my counselor three days after christmas, i havent been able to see her since october. My mom thinks its best if for the rest of this month i do not read any emails from this former friend, it will just upset me more and it will ruin my christmas so i am going to take her advice even though sometimes i'll be tempted to check and then i'll fire back and it will just be a crazy war, a crazy email war. I dont want that.