Going no where fast.

Soooooo, totally failing at asking my parents for help. Sometimes, I'll be with my mom, and I'll want to ask her for help, but I don't say anything. I can't even consider writing the letter. It's just so frustrating cause I know I need the help, and it would be good for me, but it really scares me. I'm so used to hiding from people and things that it's hard for me to confront them. I guess I'll have to just keep trying....