Going Crazy
So it was supposed to be easy to take a break, but I can't stop thinking about kids.
I am working 60+ hour work weeks until after April 15. I do not need to add to my stress by TTC and going to the Dr (as if I had time to go to the Dr)
But I can't seem to stop thinking about it and it is driving me crazy. I feel as if I am going to break down at work (Just found out yesterday that another woman at work is PG) I managed to actually be happy for her yesterday, but today it is like 4 steps back.
I do not want to be this crazy obsessed person that I have become, but I don't know how to stop. Giving up is not an option and apparently taking a break is too my like giving up for my mind to process it.
If it doesn't happen for us by the end of the year I will probably end up needing a psychiatrist (or a looney bin)
Well back to work.
I am working 60+ hour work weeks until after April 15. I do not need to add to my stress by TTC and going to the Dr (as if I had time to go to the Dr)
But I can't seem to stop thinking about it and it is driving me crazy. I feel as if I am going to break down at work (Just found out yesterday that another woman at work is PG) I managed to actually be happy for her yesterday, but today it is like 4 steps back.
I do not want to be this crazy obsessed person that I have become, but I don't know how to stop. Giving up is not an option and apparently taking a break is too my like giving up for my mind to process it.
If it doesn't happen for us by the end of the year I will probably end up needing a psychiatrist (or a looney bin)
Well back to work.
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I\'m the same way. I want to take a break but it is always on my mind. Finances is our problem. We can work in the time just the money to actually do the expensive treatments is where we get caught.
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