Going Crazy
So it was supposed to be easy to take a break, but I can't stop thinking about kids.
I am working 60+ hour work weeks until after April 15. I do not need to add to my stress by TTC and going to the Dr (as if I had time to go to the Dr)
But I can't seem to stop thinking about it and it is driving me crazy. I feel as if I am going to break down at work (Just found out yesterday that another woman at work is PG) I managed to actually be happy for her yesterday, but today it is like 4 steps back.
I do not want to be this crazy obsessed person that I have become, but I don't know how to stop. Giving up is not an option and apparently taking a break is too my like giving up for my mind to process it.
If it doesn't happen for us by the end of the year I will probably end up needing a psychiatrist (or a looney bin)
Well back to work.
I am working 60+ hour work weeks until after April 15. I do not need to add to my stress by TTC and going to the Dr (as if I had time to go to the Dr)
But I can't seem to stop thinking about it and it is driving me crazy. I feel as if I am going to break down at work (Just found out yesterday that another woman at work is PG) I managed to actually be happy for her yesterday, but today it is like 4 steps back.
I do not want to be this crazy obsessed person that I have become, but I don't know how to stop. Giving up is not an option and apparently taking a break is too my like giving up for my mind to process it.
If it doesn't happen for us by the end of the year I will probably end up needing a psychiatrist (or a looney bin)
Well back to work.
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