Going back to the GP

I cant hold out anymore untill next week.
Each week My pain gets worse and I get a reoccurance of pain so bad I can't move, I'm crying my eyes out in a ball and Im shaking...I feel like my insides are exploding.
Im going to the GP (family doctor) Im telling them I dont care what they think about me getting 'addicted' to pain killers, I am in NEED of them. I cant go through this anymore. Jase wanted to take me to the hospital and my mum kept telling me to go over the phone...but for what? For them to give me a 'hit' of something and send me home in 5 hours when it wears off? So I took some tramadol from our friends who offered it, it knocked a bit of the edge of.. a bit.
I now also have a cyst on my right wrist. JOY.
 
I'm so over this, WHAT THE HELL IS GOING ON IN THERE!?
I was on my back last night, in agony.. I tried moving and would burst into tears.. it hurt on my back, but it hurt everywhere else too.
It's been 3 months (almost) since my surgery and I have gotten progressively WORSE. Doctors should HELP not make it all effing worse!!!