Going a little crazy
I hope writing this will help. I really think it's bad that all early preg syngs are also pms signs. How I am supposed to make it to my blood test on Saturday like this. I can't think of anything else than am I or not. The last 3 1/2 years of TTC seem like nothing since my embryo tranfert. That 2 week wait of thinking it worked, maybe no, for sure yes, why would it have work is crazy.
I'm scarred to test, I don't know how I can still wait. It's so confusing and I feel so lonely. I can't seem to want to talk about anything else but none of my friends really get it and I haven't told that many people about our IVF cycle.
My husband is great but not a talker and he doesn't seem to have a problem with waithing until Saturday. He says there's nothing we can do to change the outcome. I know he's right but then I think, am I positive enough, am I to stressed out about the results, am I to positive and if I get a PFN will I take it that much harder.
Only 4 more days to go...
I'm scarred to test, I don't know how I can still wait. It's so confusing and I feel so lonely. I can't seem to want to talk about anything else but none of my friends really get it and I haven't told that many people about our IVF cycle.
My husband is great but not a talker and he doesn't seem to have a problem with waithing until Saturday. He says there's nothing we can do to change the outcome. I know he's right but then I think, am I positive enough, am I to stressed out about the results, am I to positive and if I get a PFN will I take it that much harder.
Only 4 more days to go...
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I know exactly how you feel. I felt the same way with my 1st IVF. You wonder with every little sympton and sign. And it is super hard when you don\'t have someone to talk to. I totally get the husband not being a talker. Mine is not much of a talker about stuff like this. He is very matter of fact.
Praying these next few days go quickly and that the result is positive!! :)