God knows that I've tried to make things work with this man ...

something inside me was screaming, "DON'T TRUST HIM."
 
We've been trying to work things out for the past 3 months, and I won't lie ... it's been the hardest thing I've ever had to do. When I returned home, to try and work things out, I discovered her things -- shoes, soap, razor, ... you get the idea -- and yes I got on that damn roller coaster again -- I really hate theme parks now, just so you know. Well, he's trying I give him that, but something was telling me "hold off, somethin isn't right". OK, I installed a keylogger on his laptop and I've been quietly monitoring his activity ... and yes, he's lied to me. Not knowing what else to do I created an email account and pretended to be someone ... else (wink wink) He fell for it. He sent what he thought was her a birthday card and told her that he loved her.
I confronted him, and he said he was just trying to be nice.
 
I still have that something inside me that's screaming " ..." My question is, what do I do now?
 
When will I have a good day?