God is GREAT!
Dragged my butt out of bed this morning to go online while trying to wake up, and as my brain cells slowly kicked to life (with multiple cups of coffee, lol), I came to a realization about something from last night's experience....
Just before I posted about my encounter last night, I was sitting in my living room, looking at that banner, and tears of grief and loss began to fall. And after posting and sleeping on it, I realize this morning that this was God preparing me for my future. Because without having that encounter, the grief, the feeling of loss, and most of all the feeling that I wasn't good enough, wasn't worthy enough, wasn't lovable enough would and were getting in the way of my growth. Yeah, I know those thoughts weren't the truth, but the dark side of me was still saying it pretty strongly.
And so because of all this last night, I'm looking toward today as a stepping stone to molding my outer me to match my inner me. Because today, I have that HOPE... hope that a whole new life is coming and that I have to get ready, not just emotionally, but physically as well. HOPE that the hidden wonderful inner me can finally come through... HOPE that my future means an INCREDIBLE adventure is coming....
Yep, GOD IS GREAT! LATER!
Just before I posted about my encounter last night, I was sitting in my living room, looking at that banner, and tears of grief and loss began to fall. And after posting and sleeping on it, I realize this morning that this was God preparing me for my future. Because without having that encounter, the grief, the feeling of loss, and most of all the feeling that I wasn't good enough, wasn't worthy enough, wasn't lovable enough would and were getting in the way of my growth. Yeah, I know those thoughts weren't the truth, but the dark side of me was still saying it pretty strongly.
And so because of all this last night, I'm looking toward today as a stepping stone to molding my outer me to match my inner me. Because today, I have that HOPE... hope that a whole new life is coming and that I have to get ready, not just emotionally, but physically as well. HOPE that the hidden wonderful inner me can finally come through... HOPE that my future means an INCREDIBLE adventure is coming....
Yep, GOD IS GREAT! LATER!
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Ya HOOOOO! Sounds great! I like to hear how you arrive at your thoughts, makes me realize I am not alone! Things will continue to get better as long as you keep working at it and \"hoping\"! (((Hugs)))
I\'m going to have to check out that book on running with the wolves! Sounds right up my alley AND I definitely am getting curious about the historical society over there. I love that stuff.
You are an inspiration and I love the tone you are projecting. I can feel your positive energy all the way over here through my computer. String theory. Feelin\' the vibes and they are good. You are proof that there is a good life waiting for me. And I am just he one to build it!