God i miss him today

I dont know whats up with me today i really miss him and cant stop thinking of him.Ive been doing so well,he called me friday and saturday and i didnt talk to him but he sent me an email monday saying he would call me from work but he never and ive heard nothing.I know its the best thing for me to have no contact and i was feeling so much better.I just hope todays one of them days and i will be back up tomorrow.