God I am so done

I hate needles.  I hate going under.  I hate being incapacitated.  I hate hospitals.  I just plain hate this crap. 
But as I sit here, hardly able to breathe from the freakin' pain, I've taken all the pain pills I safely can, chased them down with a couple of Guinness to try and back it off, I am SO ready.  Come on tomorrow!  7:15 can not come soon enough.
And I still can not get my pictures to upload.   Errrrr

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deleted_user
deleted_user

It is 7am your time. I\'m praying for you.
kitty3
kitty3

If you look hard enough hon you\'ll probably feel that I\'m right beside you to help you be strong & stay safe.