God I am so done

I hate needles.  I hate going under.  I hate being incapacitated.  I hate hospitals.  I just plain hate this crap. 
But as I sit here, hardly able to breathe from the freakin' pain, I've taken all the pain pills I safely can, chased them down with a couple of Guinness to try and back it off, I am SO ready.  Come on tomorrow!  7:15 can not come soon enough.
And I still can not get my pictures to upload.   Errrrr