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HelloWell its been awhile since I wrote. I been to the ortho surgeon the good news is I don't have to have surgery the bad news is the doctor was worthless. I have spinal stenosis and arthiritis is my back and neck. He pretty much said I should expect it at my age haha if he was trying to be funny. He offer me to take pain meds and I try to tell him my history of pain meds and the suicidal thoughts but he ignore me and I told him I have been clean over 2 years and he said that must be tough and I said yes. I wanted to said no shit. He was a ass. He did give me order for physical therapy and said I could go to anyone I wanted so I was happy about that. I told him I didn't need drugs. I have a mild muscle relaxor I take as needed. So this was a worthless trip. I got up at 530 am for nothing and went to the other side of town for nothing. I 'm tired and waited on him for an hour and half and he spent five minutes with me. ughhhh I waited over a week for this appointment anxious and worried and it was worthless. So now I can worry about school now. So rhonda is with me and I went to the doctor cobb's office to do blood work and then out to eat then back to dr cobb's for an appt which was suppose to be a physical but got change because of asshole appt now I have to make another appt but she did fill out paperwork for school to file for diabiity to help me with schoolwork since I'm falling behind. So now i made that appointment then I went to find my physical therapist to see if I could make appointment with him. They are renovating where he usually works so he's at a different place so I found him and made a appointment. Then we went home. I got papers to send to school. Got papers to fill out for pysical therapy for friday and i'm pooped. Joey got money from his school where he dropped out but since he didn't finish he owes on a stafford loan uggghhhhhh. He doesn't owe VA so he has money in the bank. Ralph blood pressure drop because of his new med. So they took him off of his new bp med and his choletrol was high so he got a new med and a b12 shot. Anthony and Nikki is getting less hours at walmart because of the economy I think which sucks. So I think thats about it. I didn't go to support group last night because of me being tired I didn't even manage family night I was so tired I went to bed. I told Dr. Cobb I was taking the muscle relaxor as needed she wrote on it three times a day and she said that was good. Mom is in Honduras. I got meds at walmart to pickup tomorrow. Joey wants to go to another school. So not much else going on except running out of money. I put on our money stuff on the computer on the money program keeping a budget we get a good amount of moeny but all the money goes out quick with bills to fast. We help anthony and nikki and we have medical bills and everything it goes to fast. and we have nothing left. Oh well everyone probably has the problem. I hope obama give a shit about us. I hope everyone has a pain free day. Love ya allRobin