God,Bills,Therapy,Graduated,Clean Office,Tired,CPAP,Family,Friends

Hey AllHappy Valentine's Everyone. Well nothing much going on except we are broke like always. We owe land taxes and house insurance is due next month instead of May like they told hubby. I  would like for them to quit lying to us and tell us some truths. I hate that grrrrrrrrrrrrr. It makes me very angry. But I'm using the tools I learn and letting the angry go slowly. Mom gave us some money to help and Joey's school money will help us out.I clean the office now i have to file and get the stuff organize ughhhhhhhh. I have lots of dish either empty or have pics on them. My desk needs clean i will post my clean office and desk soon.Ralph and JOey is sick and I'm following close behind with coughing and running nose and feeling blahhhh. I color ralph a mandala and he got me a bear for valentine's. A mandala is art done within a circle and its cool. I had a family meeting and told everyone they had to tell me if i show signs of depression because sometimes i didn't see it myself. So alex thought i might be depress because i didn't call him brat yesterday because I call him brat everyday lol he's only 14 and thats how a 14 year old thinks lol.He's trying to help and I love him for him even though he's a pain most the time and a brat to lol. My therapist was doing a relaxing treatment for our group one morning and he said look in our body and feel what we think of it and i my thought came out that i hate my body it ugly and it a painful body it disaeased and i just hate it. Now days sometimes I hate it but its my body and I have to deal with it and use it for God's purpose not mine. If its for God I can do anything. Does this make sense? I didn't tell nobody this til now so don't tell on me ok.Talking about it makes me feel better and I wasn't ready til now.So thats the story for the Day. I let you go thanks for listening. have a pain free day. LoveRobin