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Hey AllWell I didn't quit school but I didn't pass the class either it seems the class is smarter then me. I work on it and even stayed up 24 hours and still couldn't get it. I had a tutor but her computer we mess up and I couldn't get help from her so I was caught in the wrong place. My dil Nikki bought a pool with help from my friend from Rhonda and my son end up doing all the work fixing it with his friend Josh and my other son Joey. Nikki been sick with migraines swim in it a few times and lost her job because of the migraines. So one less income in the family even though she will get food stamps. I work hard on school but it just didn't work. Money was scimpy this month so I didn't go to gym and support group until the 30th. We borrow money from mom and Rhonda borrow money from her mom. I was sick part of the time to with headaches. I was waking up at 3am in pain and not sleeping well and call my psychiatrist because she mis done a med and got that fix and she also agree to let me take a muscle relaxor a night so to help the pain and sleep through the night. The side effects was headaches and fatigue and I got the side effects real bad. So I got through the side effects and the medicine work. Joey got sick and miss two days of work and mom had to help him with his work. He had a sinus infection again. Mom is good with grammar. Mom's brother and kids are at her house for the 4th. She is going to galomala on the 10th for a mission trip and then moving to kansas. She feels God is sending her there to do a job. I will miss my mom. But if God is giving her a job I understand. I'm going to make her flyers for her group. She is setting up a study group for widow and widowers in Kansas. But she plans to be in Tennessee for the baby. I feel sort of depress without going to group and having problems with school but I talk with friends on the computer and the phone and I did ok and with Rhonda.  On the 22nd I started two more classes and the were interesting but look hard and I did my other class and these to for the first week. I got through it with a F for the on class and the other class I finish in time and made a A and C on one and a A and B on the other but the second week is even harder. For the 4th we went to mom's for a cookout. Ralph has been sick all week but Rhonda who has been doing spring cleaning on the laundry room and utility room all week went with us. We went down at one and stayed til 10:30 we had lots of fun and shot off fireworks and it was good to see mom. It was the last cookout before she moved. I hate to see her move. I miss mom already. She is coming to the house before she leaves on the mission trip. Well thats about it. June was a hard month and I hope July is better. I miss gym and group on Thursday. Nikki had the truck and Anthony the van. We short two vehicles because anthony truck in shop and so is Nikkii's car. So we do what we can with what we got. The 27th of June was 2 and half years for me being clean and I wasn't at group. But I'm still clean I take a muscle relaxor but its not addicting. We getting close to refinance the house I hope. More paperwork and more paperwork. We had to use some of the savings but the baby's is back in. All bills are pay for july and we actually have some money. Shhhhhhhhhhhhh don't tell anyone. Ha Ha The 22nd we find out if the baby is boy or girl. Oh yeah lost my glasses cost 200 hundred dollars mom gave me a pair of wal mart glasses so now I can see to read. We went to the big flag where the veterans have their name in stone and got my name there to and I show Rhonda and Alex my name. Ralph been sick for over a week which is in a fibro flair which some of you understand what that is and the pain.

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feliciac
feliciac

Congratulations on the 2 1/2 years!!!!! That is wonderful. Listen, don\'t beat yourself up about school. Know why I haven\'t gone back to school? I\'m scared! Scared of being stupid! Yep! I did do the insurance license thing but that wasn\'t school, it was courses for a license. I\'m so proud of you. I also felt your sadness when you were talking about your mom. I would miss my mom so much too! At least you had fun yesterday. I went to the pool with a neighbor for only 2 hours and look like a lobster. Came home, ate dinner and that was my day. Woke up at 12:10 AM last night and am still awake. Fun huh??? Love you girl, have a wonderful rest of the week and, yes, let\'s hope July is better than June!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
grammydebest
grammydebest

i know things are going to be harder for you once your mom moves but you will adjust and survive. sounds like it has been crazy around your house, hopefully things will get easier soon!
deleted_user
deleted_user

I\'m so proud of you girl for all that you go thur. I known you will miss you Mom. My Mom passed 3 years ago and I still miss her everyday. I don\'t think there is a day I don\'t miss her, Yours will keep in contact with you I know. Hang in there girl. Sending all my Love your way, Peach

Still having back pain. Haven\'t been on computer for long periods of tome. Sometimes I forget to sign off. I miss talking with you. Big Higs!!!!!
deleted_user
deleted_user

I pray you get to feeling better soon my friend. Enjoy your mom. :) Hugs
deleted_user
deleted_user

You are really remarkable for doing all you have done and keep on going. God is with you and that is awesome!!! I pray that everything in your future is a ray of sunshine and many smiles! HUGS