Goals, goals...

Wow, when it passed? I've been managing not to lie since 1 April. It fulfilled a 2 months goal and opened a new one. How much has changed! I joined this group somewhere on the beginning of December, last year. I was a wreck then. I realised I can't control my lies and I couldn't imagine a single day without a lie! Now I am setting a goal for a half year and I hope it will end a year after my first decision to do something about it. I really, really don't want to go back to that habit. I've got to finish some things still, but now I know where to go.It isn't the only change in me. I can finally update positively my "being a better partner" goal. Yes. I can truly say that. When my Wife needs it, I can spend most of the night taking care of Her. Like I am doing right now. I support Her in Her dreams and tries. I notice when my parents are against Her and I react. It is far from perfection, but for the first time I can see a real progress. I think my Wife also can see it. The "move out" is still a serious threat. But She also started to trust me at least a little. She seeks my help again in some cases. And now more than ever I feel how much I love Her. I want to repay all harms I did to Her during all those years. I don't know how much time I've got. Theoretically it expired weeks or even months ago. But I'm still here in my home and I feel like again She wants me to stay at least for few more nights.  There is a lot of work during recovering from lying. I know I can never be sure of myself. But I have some succesess on my account and they can only be bigger right now.Wish me luck! Hugs to everyone!