goals

Im feeling fairly better in myself today,think its cos i doubled up my meds last night,so im getting housework done while ive got the energy.I have no real goals in my life and feel somewhat stuck.I am so aprehensive about going into a relationship and think i may or may not have too many problems,its safer to be alone ,but the lonliness and isolation is destructive,so i dont know,i dont like the idea of been on my own all my life ;might start back up the gym and set a goal on here,its a start anyway and something to aim for.