goals

will I, wont I at the end of every year i set myself goals this year i bought a house so i completede that goali got new guttering, a new hot water system, an air conditioner, insulation in the roof and roller shutters on the windowsi gave up smoking for a while and have taken it up again YUKi have gained weight instead of losing iti am as frustrated as ever with my children and husbandso next year my goals will be simplei am not going to stress out if my house is messy and i go off my scheldulemy kids are going to do their homework and assignments and go to school everyday unless they are dyingi will cook dinner everynight and make the lunches and iron the uniformsi will give my dog more attentioni will keep up to date with my washingi will not buy things i dont needi will save money so i can get a new bathroom (thats my main goal)I WILL BE HAPPY AND CONTENTi will tell my kids and husband everyday that i love themi will try not to yelli will smile morei will ring at least one of my friends once a week just to catch upi will ring my mother, father and sister at least once a week even when i dont feel like iti will go to bed early even if the house is messyi will try to get on top of my OCD (i still need at least one list of things i have to do)next year i just really wont to be happy because i think if im happy then my family will  be happy

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justbhappy
justbhappy

so much of my life has changed since then, i have been diagnosed with a really rare auto immune disease, and day to day life is hell at the moment, but i try to keep my spirits high even though some days i just think why bother