Giving up!
At this point, I give up. I lack any will or motivation to exercise. I can't even walk around my neighborhood or exercise in my yard because it is so unsafe. My family only has $300 a month to eat with (for 3 adults), and I do not know how to cook budget-friendly, healthy recipes. I am 305 lbs and am only going to keep gaining more weight. I do not know what to do. There is no one to help me. I cannot afford a personal trainer and my family is too indulgent. I have no one to turn to with this, so, I give up. I am sorry to everyone. I know that I do not help anyone here. I am selfish and I have given up hope. I know that because I am so large I will never be able to give my husband children, if I even could in the first place. This is most likely my last post here. Thank you all for your wonderful words of support and encouragement over the last 5 months. I really appreciate it.
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I wish you would change your mind. If you need to take a month or more off, a year even, but always remember you can come back you can try again. There is a right time for everyone and now might just not be the right time.
If you want I can send you my food lists from South Beach, it would at least give you a start. You might also be able to find work out tapes at a library and I know there are free workouts online (I have a whole bunch pinned) so you can exercise for free in the comfort of your own home. I only offer this as support and encouragement that you can still make this happen if you really want it. And it\'s okay if you don\'t want it right now. No one is telling you that you HAVE TO lose weight.
Hope everything works out and I hope to see you back here. If you want me to send you over any information just send me a personal message.
-Hugs-