Give Up

I am at the point where I want to give up on things and just let things happen.  I can't afford my medication.  We can barely afford food.  I am tired of the emotional abuse from my husband and not feelinging like anyone around me cares.  I do not ever plan on just ending my life I just think I would be better off away from the people that I am around.  I know that it is my husband and children but they all act like I am more of a burden than they want to deal with.