Getting worse and worse

I don't even feel like I'm a part of my body anymore. The spasms are worse than ever. I feel like I'm vibrating out of my skin. Everything is tender and sore. My hands are shaking. My muscles are getting so tight it's hard to breath. To top it all off, I'm on my period and the cramps are ridiculous. I've never been more miserable in my life. Still can't go to the doctor because my medicaid request hasn't gone through yet. My husband wanted to take me to the emergency room tonight, it got so bad. I've barely been functioning the last few days. Just feel like a useless blob. And all this pain has made focusing impossible. I don't know what to do anymore. It's really getting to me now. It's scary. I wish I knew what to do to make it better.