Getting there

Me and my in-laws have always had some struggles. I tend to find myself being judged by them and everything else. So I am finally trying to not sweat the small stuff, and just go along with my life. I won't look for approval from them in all that I do. So I am building a relationship with them slowly but not going out of my way to make them like me. If they like me I want them to like me for me, and not who I am trying to be to get there praise. So with that being said, life is getting better here. I do my thing and I think they realize I am not coming around as much and are trying to see me in a different light. So I end this journal with still hope for a better tomorrow and I am okay with life as it is!