Getting Started
I am here because I need help. I cope most days but today was particularly bad. Just got started on the account. Looking for anyone suffering from GAD or PTSD to talk to. I feel so tired of life, just spent... I have been doing quite well, work-wise and i am thankful for that... just days like this when I am reminded of the past. I cry it out and crying helps it relieves me.
I am thankfully experiencing less panic attacks--far less. It just happened when my career got better. The feelings of pain from the past are still there though. That's kind of where my problem is now. How to forget the trauma. I'm 36 and I feel my reproductive health is deteriorating. I feel I have some hormonal changes and I might not be able to have kids. I blame my parents for making me suffer.. I've had a hard life and never got the chance to find healthy meaningful relationships... therefore missed the bus with the family thing there. I am one of those women that society resents for being single and not having kids. I put up appearances to show them that it is my choice but really I know it wasn't... it was because I had a horrible life and now im left with health problems and loneliness.
I am thankfully experiencing less panic attacks--far less. It just happened when my career got better. The feelings of pain from the past are still there though. That's kind of where my problem is now. How to forget the trauma. I'm 36 and I feel my reproductive health is deteriorating. I feel I have some hormonal changes and I might not be able to have kids. I blame my parents for making me suffer.. I've had a hard life and never got the chance to find healthy meaningful relationships... therefore missed the bus with the family thing there. I am one of those women that society resents for being single and not having kids. I put up appearances to show them that it is my choice but really I know it wasn't... it was because I had a horrible life and now im left with health problems and loneliness.
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