Getting so frustrated
I went out to run some errands today I went to pick up my meds today because I couldn't pick them up yesterday because they had problems with my insurance. I called my insurance they say I didn't make a payment I told them I did and I gave them the confirmation number and they were oh oops well you can go and get your meds now. When I got to safeway I was trying to get out of my car and it took me ten minutes because my knees would not cooperate and let me up meanwhile people are walking by and they are just stareing at me which just made my day so much better. I finally get into safeway and people are commenting on the way and I walk and i here people whispering saying things like she is so young she can't be in that much pain it must be an attention thing. Another person was like I am in pain to at least I don't let it show. Anyway stuipid people fast forward to lunch time. My mom loves KFC I tried going there last night but they were out of everything so I figure I was out and I would be nice and go there. They have a 20 dollar deal where you get 12 pieces of chicken and three sides and 6 biscuits. Me and my mom will eat off this for like a week because we don't have a good appitite but its a good deal. Well they decided to put all the chicken, biscuits, large size of mash potatoes and gravy, large side of corn, and Large potoato wedge all the same damn bag. When I told them I couldn't carry that much they throw it at me and told me to hold it while they went and got a second bag for me to divde it into. I was in mycar so I had no choice to but to catch it. Now my wrist is hurting worse then ever. I just turn 25 a few weeks ago I have a college degree that I can't even use becaue I can't work because of all my swollen joints. My body doesn't respond well to any of the RA meds. The pain management doctors down here don't want to deal with people with RA. Oh well I am down ranting I am going to try to eat and just relax for the rest of the day :)
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