Getting nervous about embryo transfer

So I had 12 mature eggs and 11 of those fertilised yesterday.  Today, I am feeling so anxious as  I have severe endometriosis and I know that this will significantly reduce my chances of the embryo sticking!  I am still not sure if I am having a day 3 or a day 5 transfer and have a time booked for tomorrow, but the embryologist is supposed to call in the morning depending on how everything is going.  I so want to be pregnant (like we all do) and just feel very freaked out that it is not going to work after all I have been through with this IVF treatment!
My stomach is still bloated out like a balloon from the egg collection and it still hurts a bit so I hope that I have a day 5 transfer to give myself a chance to feel a bit better.
Also, it's my Mum's birthday today and she died when I was 16 so I have already cried about that when I am supposed to be having happy thoughts and feeling positive!
Oh god this infertility journey is just bloody hard sometimes, physically and emotionally!

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PolkaDotGirl
PolkaDotGirl

Thinking about you, doll!
Lineth
Lineth

Aaw chimere wow u had a good amount of eggs I am so happy for you. I don\'t know about endometriosis but I do have PCOS cysts. I am hopeful that it will all work out. I\'m sorry about your loss think happy thoughts I choose to believe they are angels watching over us :) man I feel u on the bloated part today sucked as soon as I eat it feels worse. My transfer is monday and I\'m excited 9 of mine were fertilized :) keep us posted blessings :)
Orriginal
Orriginal

I know it is an anxious time but I bet your mom is here helping you through this time. Good luck to you and Lineth on your upcoming transfers!! I will hope for a day 5 for you also so you can recover more. I heard you should drink lots of Gatorade.