Getting closer to interview time
04/ 17/ 11
This weekend was pretty boring other than I got myself out of two situations where I would have been at risk for another spell of depression. On both Friday and Saturday I was left at home alone while other people were out doing stuff. Usually being alone for this long would have made me go crazy for sure, but I was ready fo it this time.
On Friday I texted one of my friends way early on in the day so that he didn't make other plans. By the time my loneliness was starting to come on he had texted me back and headed over. It was close, but I managed to get through Friday without any trouble.
The next day I was really alone because my friend had a date that night. This time I set up a few shows and videogames that I would use to keep my mind off of being alone. It may sound dorky or weird, but I'm willing to do whatever it takes to get through a night alone without breaking down like last time.
Today was very boring. I'm still trying to prepare for my interview and think of what I am going to say. It's going to be over the phone and on Tuesday so there's no too much pressure. I just really need a job so I'm praying that they pick me. I'm feeling a lot better now that I have something to look forward to in sight.
This weekend was pretty boring other than I got myself out of two situations where I would have been at risk for another spell of depression. On both Friday and Saturday I was left at home alone while other people were out doing stuff. Usually being alone for this long would have made me go crazy for sure, but I was ready fo it this time.
On Friday I texted one of my friends way early on in the day so that he didn't make other plans. By the time my loneliness was starting to come on he had texted me back and headed over. It was close, but I managed to get through Friday without any trouble.
The next day I was really alone because my friend had a date that night. This time I set up a few shows and videogames that I would use to keep my mind off of being alone. It may sound dorky or weird, but I'm willing to do whatever it takes to get through a night alone without breaking down like last time.
Today was very boring. I'm still trying to prepare for my interview and think of what I am going to say. It's going to be over the phone and on Tuesday so there's no too much pressure. I just really need a job so I'm praying that they pick me. I'm feeling a lot better now that I have something to look forward to in sight.
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no its not dorky or weird...when i dont find anyone to talk to for more than 2 days i get really depressed as well...and it really makes me upset that I need someone to feel well... but there must be away to control it, musnt there?
Good luck in ur interview...i will be praying for u =)
Thanks for your support. I hope things are going well for you too. I\'ll let you know what happenes tomorrow for sure.