Getting closer

Sitting at the airport right now getting ready to go to Orlando for a business trip.  The weather is suppose to be 95 which will be great because it has turned pretty cold here in Chicago too quickly!  Frost last night.....OY.3 more days until my big 50 birthday.  Mixed emotions....wish there was someone special to celebrate with but not looking like that is likely to happen.  There are times where I'm good with it and there are times where I feel sad about it.  I pray every day that someone will find me and want to be a part of my life.....I truly hope that one day when I'm writing here that will happen for me......