Getting back on track...again

Well, after about a week and a half to two weeks of having a pulling binge, I'm currently on 4 days PF.  Not that I'm trying to make excuses, but I think I was just overwhelmed by recent events.  Between general pregnancy nerves, complete exhaustion (the only symptom I've really had so far) and rapidly changing hormones, I've become a mess.  The binge pulling left me with next to no eyebrows and very little left on my upper eyelids.  For whatever reason there was nothing I could do, I just couldn't stop.  Thankfully the urges seem to have subsided for the most part and now I just have to move on again.  Really depressing knowing how well I was doing and how much better I looked with almost full eyebrows and eyelashes.  That just makes this crash so much worse.  The sad thing is that a day into the pulling my husband has actually said to me that my eyebrows were pretty full.  Mind you, he never usually says anything but I think he was trying to make a positive statement.  Now I don't even want him to see me without my makeup on because I don't want him to see what I've done, though I'm sure he's noticed.  Nothing I can do but take it one day at a time.  My goal: Have a full set of eyebrows and eyelashes when I have this baby in April.  I WILL do this!!!!!