Getting back

I am desperate to get back to work again. I think work will be the best thing for me now. Work can engage my mind, provide something to look forward to and bring new people into my life.

Sadly, a series of bad decisions left me alone in Arizona with no work and no friends and family after my wife made me divorce her. I didn't even have a driver's license or bank account or passport. I was so dependent on her.

For some time, many months I was paralyzed with indecision. In so long a time, I had never imagined a life without her.

Goal one is me and my happiness again. I started golf and plan to, after I start work, to get a private pilots license.

Fortunately, I met a younger girl. I am not rushing this realtionship. She is a widow. She has a one year old daugter. And I can talk to her. But, having a daughter means she is grounded. Talking to her makes me feel good. I will let this go as it goes.