Getting big

Today I am a little blue.  The darn pg hormones trick me sometimes.  For the most part of this pregnancy, I am more laxed than I have ever been.  But days like today are horrible for DH and myself.  I am so thankful for this growing child in my belly and I have to keep reminding myself when my mind drifts to thoughts I have right now.....fat, unattractive, can't keep up like i use to (i.e. exercise and simple things like cleaning!).  I have gained 20 lbs to date and I am a little depressed about that - so why oh why do I feel this way????  Got to snap out of it!!!  So we still do not have a name and that drives me crazy!  The little one is moving all the time now and DH can actually feel him when he really gets going:)  I do love rubby my belly and talking to him...just can't wait until Jan gets here.  Well, guess I can since we have not ordered the baby furniture, I have not registered and we have not got the nursery ready for the furniture....lots to do and do not have the energy to do it!! Next time I promise my entry will be more uplifting.