Getting Anxious

Getting nervous and anxious.
Planning on telling the kids this weekend about divorce and I am going to start moving my stuff to my apartment tomorrow.
Going to be a busy weekend. Daughter is taking SATs, Boys have baseball games all weekend. An my daughter has a religious function. Lots of stuff going on.
I feel like I have been in limbo. Hopefully it will get better as soon as we tell them.
Afraid how they will react. So scared for them. I hate it when the kids are sad.