Genger

when i got genger she was scared of every thing she had been beaten and she didnt trust anyone. i was not supposed to go out to the paster whith her in there but i didnt care i took her apples when no one knew slowly she began to trust me....  anyway i got to keep her and i we now have the stronges bond ever i love her so much. and she loves me she gets jelis when i ride someone else and if some one was going to try and hurt me she would stop them.  it kills that i cant spend more time with her i fill like i am loseing our bond. she seemes sad or upset its not the same. i think its because she knows i have gotten worse i dont know how to help her i cant change i cant change that i cant spend much time with her but it still hurts alot!!