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I was wondering that I did not make any entry since a very long time. So many things happened and maybe things that should have happened also did not occur.
Well, for this Saturday morning, life seems to be moving at a steady pace which I am quite enjoying. I can feel some calmness at this very moment after drinking my green tea which is actually a very good feeling. So, now I have decided to post an entry after so long in my DS journal. I have been writing but in my 2013 diary where you are supposed to jot down small memos to help yourself remember things. Anyway, I am a little different maybe in certain matters of life. I just want to go on writing and writing. I have just bought this book from the renowned author Paulo Coelho and the title says "Veronika decides to die". It's been two days since I have started reading that and I am around page 32. I am going at it on my own pace :) .
This week will be my last week in my current job at OBS. It has been such a wonderful and fruitful experience. This is a job I really like bu not love since it was not convenient for me as there were long night shifts and no holidays at all during times of holidays. I have been sacrificing myself a lot during this one year and it proved so rewarding.
The week after I will be joining a new job, with new responsibilities and new people. I am confident that it will be better. I have spent the last few months inquiring and looking for information about the company and the job, and more importantly about the staffs. I have come across a few acquaintances and look forward to meet them again in a good way.
I know my life is going to change and I am feeling so excited about that. Be it good or bad but it is going to change. I will try to find myself a balance between work and life as I was not really successful in my job right now to try to find that balance. In the lot, I found myself wasting time even if I have had much free time. I was too tired or sometimes too lazy. I will try to remain zen ;).
In the interview for this new job, the people appeared very calm, encouraging and good people. I will not try o compare them this time as I have done lots of time for my previous interview. They seemed very helpful, ready to listen and well-off people. I always dreamed of working with highly competent, intelligent and successful people. I know over there, all my dreams will come true or probably not all, but some will definitely come true.
So, this job is in a week. God, I am so excited, I cannot stop thinking or talking about it. It's good in a way, making myself motivated/ excited to embark on a new journey of life. This week, I have decided to dedicate it to my room. I'll be doing the walls, I want to make it a zen bedroom and de-clutter everything. I want to really do a makeover but that may be beyond my means so I will stick to whatever I have and rebuild everything. This morning, I have already started. I commenced with my wardrobe, it really needed some order. Well, I have not finished yet. I removed every piece of clothes that were out season, or never to be worn again. I need to give my wardrobe a make over as well since the amount of clothing have diminished in the racks. So, I guess I will spend my bonus on that!! not sure yet :) After all the decluttering, I intend to paint my walls a very white white ;), then maybe change my curtains. While I am at it, I should make this a goal for the week, and such I will definitely make it a must to accomplish it. Yeah!! Later, during the day, after coming back from tuitions, I will sit quietly in a corner and think about how to proceed. I really hope I have that same level of motivation and energy.Talking about curtains, I will to procure myself some white and lemon-apple green . It's really hard to find right here :( I am having such a hard time at it but I will definitely find those curtains.
I wish also to change my bed, it's been more than twenty-five now that it has been lying around, i need to get something done about that. My desk, it's okaayy but I want a new one and that too, I am having difficulty in finding one that suits me and moreover, they are quite expensive. I wish also to fix a small wall shelf near my bed for some of the books that I have started to read now. All that in a week is pretty possible if I give in some efforts and focus.
Now for next week, I guess I'll be taking some sick leaves and go to work only 1-2 days else I wil not have a time off between mu 'old' and new job.
Now, I guess I should be getting to do some of my work and give my laptop a pause :)
Nice talking and writing to myself. Guess I should that more often. It brings everything out, good for thought, similar to deep breathing which brings all body toxins out and also water...hahaa..
Wish a good, no- a great day to myself and to all those who may have stumble across this piece of my life :D
Well, for this Saturday morning, life seems to be moving at a steady pace which I am quite enjoying. I can feel some calmness at this very moment after drinking my green tea which is actually a very good feeling. So, now I have decided to post an entry after so long in my DS journal. I have been writing but in my 2013 diary where you are supposed to jot down small memos to help yourself remember things. Anyway, I am a little different maybe in certain matters of life. I just want to go on writing and writing. I have just bought this book from the renowned author Paulo Coelho and the title says "Veronika decides to die". It's been two days since I have started reading that and I am around page 32. I am going at it on my own pace :) .
This week will be my last week in my current job at OBS. It has been such a wonderful and fruitful experience. This is a job I really like bu not love since it was not convenient for me as there were long night shifts and no holidays at all during times of holidays. I have been sacrificing myself a lot during this one year and it proved so rewarding.
The week after I will be joining a new job, with new responsibilities and new people. I am confident that it will be better. I have spent the last few months inquiring and looking for information about the company and the job, and more importantly about the staffs. I have come across a few acquaintances and look forward to meet them again in a good way.
I know my life is going to change and I am feeling so excited about that. Be it good or bad but it is going to change. I will try to find myself a balance between work and life as I was not really successful in my job right now to try to find that balance. In the lot, I found myself wasting time even if I have had much free time. I was too tired or sometimes too lazy. I will try to remain zen ;).
In the interview for this new job, the people appeared very calm, encouraging and good people. I will not try o compare them this time as I have done lots of time for my previous interview. They seemed very helpful, ready to listen and well-off people. I always dreamed of working with highly competent, intelligent and successful people. I know over there, all my dreams will come true or probably not all, but some will definitely come true.
So, this job is in a week. God, I am so excited, I cannot stop thinking or talking about it. It's good in a way, making myself motivated/ excited to embark on a new journey of life. This week, I have decided to dedicate it to my room. I'll be doing the walls, I want to make it a zen bedroom and de-clutter everything. I want to really do a makeover but that may be beyond my means so I will stick to whatever I have and rebuild everything. This morning, I have already started. I commenced with my wardrobe, it really needed some order. Well, I have not finished yet. I removed every piece of clothes that were out season, or never to be worn again. I need to give my wardrobe a make over as well since the amount of clothing have diminished in the racks. So, I guess I will spend my bonus on that!! not sure yet :) After all the decluttering, I intend to paint my walls a very white white ;), then maybe change my curtains. While I am at it, I should make this a goal for the week, and such I will definitely make it a must to accomplish it. Yeah!! Later, during the day, after coming back from tuitions, I will sit quietly in a corner and think about how to proceed. I really hope I have that same level of motivation and energy.Talking about curtains, I will to procure myself some white and lemon-apple green . It's really hard to find right here :( I am having such a hard time at it but I will definitely find those curtains.
I wish also to change my bed, it's been more than twenty-five now that it has been lying around, i need to get something done about that. My desk, it's okaayy but I want a new one and that too, I am having difficulty in finding one that suits me and moreover, they are quite expensive. I wish also to fix a small wall shelf near my bed for some of the books that I have started to read now. All that in a week is pretty possible if I give in some efforts and focus.
Now for next week, I guess I'll be taking some sick leaves and go to work only 1-2 days else I wil not have a time off between mu 'old' and new job.
Now, I guess I should be getting to do some of my work and give my laptop a pause :)
Nice talking and writing to myself. Guess I should that more often. It brings everything out, good for thought, similar to deep breathing which brings all body toxins out and also water...hahaa..
Wish a good, no- a great day to myself and to all those who may have stumble across this piece of my life :D
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Discovering Your Goals
I think its very positive that you have set goals for yourself to better your life, and change, is one of them. Knowing what you want and following that need is very healthy- I think you are going in the right direction.