General stuff

As the long cold months continue...somehow there is suppose to be a "light" at the end of this tunnel.  I'm not really seeing it just yet but I have hope.  And as I continue to navigate through my "healing"....somehow I can't help but wonder, is he feeling the same way?  Does he go to bed at night alone like I do for now and wonder what I'm doing?  Who I'm with?  Probably not....As I have mentioned before, I have faith that this is going to be my year.  My 50th year of life and a time for celebration!  I may have to celebrate "alone" but I'm certainly going to do my best to make it one of the "best" years of my life!  I'm going to get myself out there; make new friends; excel in my career and just love who I am as a person.  If there is any lesson that I have learned from all of this...I will never ever let anyone betray me again......EVER.  I hope I can look back on this time someday and thank God that he was there to lead me through this.......