Gender Bashing
I do not know but I do believe the triggering to female perpetrated trauma is just a hiccough in the Complex Processing. I do believe gender bashing always triggers me to gender-specific trauma. Since I have suffered gender-specific trauma from both genders. . . Yowy ouchie. . . Summarizing the genders just might be the most popular sport on the planet. IT'S EVERYWHERE! IT'S EVERYWHERE! I am not likely to escape than one, either. It is as globally prevalent as electric lights and shadows.
When I am stable, I can recognize the trigger and be gone long before the generalized summaries start getting personal. Typically, the contestants do not even notice I have left. My trauma flashbacks are not about them. They are only triggers. ". . .they know not what they do." (Luke 23:34)
I am feeling guided to keep my focus on the evolutions with my critters and the confusions of parenting middle-aged children. None of the 10 publically sexual siblings (5 sisters, 5 brothers) who have been hiccoughing through my psychosis have been active parts of my life for nearly 40 years. Not even the one I have shared healing with. Inventory y nada mas? Yes, the memories need to be processed, but they are only memories. The players are not here.
My animals, middle-aged sons and their growing families are here and now. Growth in progress.
First things first.
When I am stable, I can recognize the trigger and be gone long before the generalized summaries start getting personal. Typically, the contestants do not even notice I have left. My trauma flashbacks are not about them. They are only triggers. ". . .they know not what they do." (Luke 23:34)
I am feeling guided to keep my focus on the evolutions with my critters and the confusions of parenting middle-aged children. None of the 10 publically sexual siblings (5 sisters, 5 brothers) who have been hiccoughing through my psychosis have been active parts of my life for nearly 40 years. Not even the one I have shared healing with. Inventory y nada mas? Yes, the memories need to be processed, but they are only memories. The players are not here.
My animals, middle-aged sons and their growing families are here and now. Growth in progress.
First things first.
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