Gang stalking from former employee!

Today I am writing in my journal because of anger.  I have started taking lamictal and it seems that it has made me get problems of anger easy.  Today I received a call from my cousin trying to tell me he has had the same problems I had with people harassing him and following him etc.. That he just decided to work and it went away. I think he was implying to me that I should just go back to work.  Well considering I just got approved for disability and I have tired to go back to work over 4 times and have been hospitalized 2 times with my disorder, I don’t think it would be a wise idea for me going back to work.  My cousin sounded like he was possessed when he called talking out of his head and he was not on any drugs or anything almost like something was controlling him telling him what to tell me.  It was very strange.  My world is completely strange right now and I am getting pissed I know this sounds crazy but I know I am getting gang stalked by a former employee and if they keep doing this I am about to take action even though I am certified crazy, I guess they don’t know what someone with my passion can accomplish.  It might sound retarded but if they don’t leave me alone and allow things to happen the way they suppose to in my life I am going to start collecting evidence and put all my pieces to the puzzle together and take them to court myself.  I need time with my family and time away from the public even my pdoc that has been in business for 30 years says the same thing.  Well I just thought I would blog because I am pissed about what is happening in my life and I am ready to start doing something about it.