Gah....I am feeling this recession

*le sigh* I got paid about an hour ago. Gotta love that direct deposit. I just don't love that fact that it never seems to direct deposit enough. I paid my bills and now I have enough just to get by for the next two weeks. Meaning, these 3 very necessary doctor appointments I have coming up cannot be paid for. I have an idea though. I know the big sign says, "All services must be paid for at time of service" or whatever. But I'm willing to make them a deal. I can write them a check. But it will be dated for the 13th.  The next time I get paid. It won't be that long. My appointments are on the 5th and 6th. I'm sure it'll fly. Then the one on the 12th won't be a big deal because it won't clear for a few days and the money will be in there by the time it does anyway. So, *crosses fingers*  let's hope they go for it. If not, I can hit up my roommate. I've done it before. I just don't like to. It's not a pride thing. I'll do it. I just don't like that I have to.  Ya know? I know everything works out no matter what. I don't want to cancel these appointments. I need them.  I've already waited over a month to get them and one of them is with my primary care doctor who I've never even met. I've just been seeing the nurse practitioner.   And one of them is my nephrologist. I've had PKD for years and NEVER have seen a nephrologist. And now that my kidneys are so humongous I know I need to. So, yeah....I have to do this. It'll all work out. It always does.