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I circle the drainPoison in my veinsI wish I could drain it allSpinning of my headI let my blood shedWhat will end my suffering God??No more being aloneNo more tear soaked pillowsNo more pains in my chestThe drugs they call me"We can set you free" But then soon I will need them againI try so hard to just fight it allBut this darkness inside of my brainIt wont simply just go awayWhy must it always remainTo the earth I am simply a stain.Wash me away now, down the drain with this bloodWash me away with the tearsI refuse to wake up tomorrow and fight this for all of my yearsI must end the fight now!!! I must just give in....Maybe Jesus is calling me homeMaybe I am ignoring himMaybe this life is not for meMaybe there is more for me in the nextMaybe I am just a weak personEither way this is the end!One last goodbye to all of my friendsI hope I can see you again!!If I can help you, I willBut please, just fight hardUntil its your curtain callJust know, That I love you all!!We have done our bestIve failed this testThe blame is not on youI end this  fight right  now  Salvation will be foundAs you spread my ashes roundGoodbye