Fuuuuuuuck

I fell today, with my camera.  That camera is my life.  I need it.  The lens is fucked now.  It won't focus quite right and it won't focus completely.  I need it to work! Of course I have no one to blame but myself...and wet leaves.  But whatever.  I'm so upset.  I've spent the past half-hour just sobbing for my camera.  God damn.  I'm upset.  This does not help with all the stress and depression that's been bothering me recently.  Fuuuuuuuuuck.