Fucked Up/but OK

well that was different.i like things different.fear i have lost Mr X-but he hasn't blocked me so thats a good sign.hope we can keep communicating between the synapsesdont need to lose a brian cell.or even a **** cell.its OK I was a bit shell shocked yesterday as we fell out of our snuggly nest into Real Lifebut I have enough going on not to mind toom much.like running out of beer when youve still got wine, gin, sherry,whiskey, drambuie, cointreau, campari, ...yes i wish i could have a stifff drink today.in fact  i feel a Budding which i havent had for 2 1/2 years, so he's got to me the bastard.i need to keep smoking the dope  to keep a skin on.go to the cav today-maybe des'll be there?A ONENITESTAND FROM THE 80'2 ALWAYS MY FRIEND oops spontaneous caps.so today will show if mr hyde is a good guy or an online predator.will have to report him if so.....!no= kidding, but hell hath no fury....right?i have done about 20 invited for my Party-shld be good.what shall I wear???celebrate good times