Fucked in the Head at the Moment

I didnt get the job My boyfriend of 4 years is walking out b/c of my depression I have no insurance, my teeth are KILLING me no one is buying copies of my book no one is interested in my paintings around here my joints are getting worse the screw in my left wrist either disconnected, or the bone re-separated, but i cant afford to fix it, so it just hurts I want to die.