Fucked Up

You are my brother You are supposed to support me, instead you downgrade to our friends. I have tried to support you throughout the years and than you tell me I don't value your happiness. I can't cry anymore because my tears are dried up. You tell people I am your twin, if so why do you downgrade me? You call me a whore and worthless I almost wish you were on drugs because that would justify it, but your not. I don't know what I've done to deserve this treatment. I feel like I've done something. Maybe one day you can love me and treat me like I should be treated. Until than I got to figure out how to treat you like my brother because right now I just want to walk out of your life and than maybe you would value me and see what I've done for you. I have enough on my plate without your hurt.