FUCK It

Just shoot me in the fucking faceIm a remarkable disgraceNo  one can save me from this placeIn my hand I hold the pillsWith them all my pains Ill killIf I am lucky this is itWho honestly gives a shitIgnored and alone I sit in my homeI look aroundNothings holding me downI may as well get so highWith the angels I will fly No more looking backIm too far off trackI am just gonna dieGoodbye my lifeGoodbye cruel world  Goodbye sweet girlGoodbye my family Goodbye Im historyPills go downSo do I All thats leftIs one Goodbye