Funny...
It sure is funny how a person who can't even stay up late enough to put their kids to bed and is so "exhausted" that they are in bed well before 8 PM every night can manage to still be out at nearly midnight while out to dinner with some female coworkers...I'm honestly not sure why I'm upset about it, I know we are separating and that's what I want - but I think it's just it just pisses me off that he can all of a sudden have so much energy when he decides to go out, but hasn't has the energy for the past decade to stay up at extra half hour to read bedtime stories or tuck our children in, or stay up after the kids go to bed to spend time with his wife to improve our marriage, etc. Anyway, just needed to vent and didn't want to bother anyone directly with it lol.
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I am so tired of this taking up my time and energy. I am sitting here furious just at the fact that I\'m still being lied to despite the fact that we are separating and there isn\'t any reason for him to lie to me anymore. I just looked up the hours of the restaurant he went to and it closed like 50 minutes ago (it takes 30 minutes or less to get home from there). I know that\'s not healthy, it\'s codependent, whatever, but I like to know when I\'m being lied to for no apparent reason. All it does it really make it a lot harder for me to keep a cool head and remain civil/the bigger person.
Texted him to tell him I was putting the chain lock on the door. He said he\'d be home early in the morning.. He just disgusts me at this point.