Frustrating Days

For 2 days now....I have a husband who has cared not at all about how our yard looks and for the most part he still doesn't... I always took care of it.....I cut the shrubs, planted the flowers...he does not even mow we have someone do it....but after the last storm we had...the last of our yard tree is now gone....and last year when I would say to him, because I had had surgery and couldn't, that the shrubs are really wild and need cutting...he goes "where"   I just said geez and walked on in the house.....like he can't even see they need trimming..
So now he has decided that because the tree went down...then he has decided to redo how I have the front yard...It really make me upset, since I worked so hard especially with my back....I laid brick around the walkway and needed 50 more bricks and kept asking him to go help me get the...this was last year....we never got the bricks
Now all the stuff I fixed he has decided to take up and put down different type of stone....
I have not  much interest in anything...but am trying so yesterday we went out to look and I just ended up walking away....after all if he is going to change it then now much I can do....I tried to tell him that I am trying to force myself to get involved in something or have some interest......
Oh well, just let him do what he wants ....do the work...but will make sure he trims the hedages this year if is so ready to change everything I worked so hard to do
Men....for one thing....they just do what they want...make the change..so if they decide to do that then they should just do all the work....GO FoR It Hubby!!!!
But one thing if they are a good man.....then why complain...and he is....
Don't remember what but did have a dream of Kenn last night...could see him
Good dream....