Frustrations
So, I am not a graduate. I have done the coursework. I have served my time. But Kaplan, dear Kaplan, shows a balance of $700 on my account that should not be there...by their own admission! Ever try to get into a graduate school without a bachelor's degree? It is not pretty my friend.
And my wonderful new job has not started yet. I have not even gotten to do paperwork for it. I have not heard anything, but I am starting to get worried.
Maria is really frustrating me as well. Now that she is 17, she considers herself an adult. But everything that goes wrong is my fault, somehow. And nothing I do for her is ever enough. She wears me out.
Christina went off her meds for almost two weeks without telling me. She is back on them, but she is crashing pretty hard right now.
Alex has been skipping meds too. He is sullen and hard to deal with. I have gotten him back to taking them regularly, but I fear it will get worse before it gets better.
My 8 year old may soon be diagnosed or at least treated for bipolar disorder as well. His mood swings are enormous.
So, four or five people with bipolar disorder in one house. Major transitions back to school. And we are looking for a house. That is a whole other ball of wax. Just a bit stressed out. I am praying and waiting, and hoping things will smooth out a bit soon. Because I just can't take much more. I really can't.
And my wonderful new job has not started yet. I have not even gotten to do paperwork for it. I have not heard anything, but I am starting to get worried.
Maria is really frustrating me as well. Now that she is 17, she considers herself an adult. But everything that goes wrong is my fault, somehow. And nothing I do for her is ever enough. She wears me out.
Christina went off her meds for almost two weeks without telling me. She is back on them, but she is crashing pretty hard right now.
Alex has been skipping meds too. He is sullen and hard to deal with. I have gotten him back to taking them regularly, but I fear it will get worse before it gets better.
My 8 year old may soon be diagnosed or at least treated for bipolar disorder as well. His mood swings are enormous.
So, four or five people with bipolar disorder in one house. Major transitions back to school. And we are looking for a house. That is a whole other ball of wax. Just a bit stressed out. I am praying and waiting, and hoping things will smooth out a bit soon. Because I just can't take much more. I really can't.
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