Frustrated, Troubled, Confused, Etc. Etc. Etc.
I'll warn everyone right now-don't bother reading this if you expect my usual on top of the world type ramblings. I'm afraid I'm going to do some whining here - please forgive me everyone!!!! It bothers me greatly to do this.
I just can't seem to get ahead of the game healthwise. The last 2 wks I started getting the odd vasculitis rash outbreak. I didn't panic right away because I thought it was a reaction to a diff laundry detergent. Found out that wasn't the case. I also started experiencing muscle and/or joint pain every day which still goes on. This usually starts though by abt 5 p.m. or so. I did & still do wonder abt the weather in this. My dry mouth comes & goes but, again, I didn't think too much of it because it's something that, with me, always does come & go a bit.
My rash is now all over the bottom of my legs (between my knees & ankles) & as of yesterday on the palms of my hands too. It's so darn itchy I swear I'll be scratching all my skin off.
I was doing so #$)%(*#$)%* good for so long. It's like what the #$@$@$@ has gone wrong all of a sudden. To boot the soonest opening my rheumy has is March 21st. I'm on a cancellation list so well who knows.
I'm so frustrated, angry & anything else I can think of. I'm really trying to regroup here, refocus, put the grump sack me back where she belongs-well hidden.
Anyone have good ideas of what I can do for the itch, any good products anyone has tried. I've got a Cortisone cream but it doesn't really help a lot.
Well whoever was brave enough to read this all, I so love you & appreciate you for that.
I just can't seem to get ahead of the game healthwise. The last 2 wks I started getting the odd vasculitis rash outbreak. I didn't panic right away because I thought it was a reaction to a diff laundry detergent. Found out that wasn't the case. I also started experiencing muscle and/or joint pain every day which still goes on. This usually starts though by abt 5 p.m. or so. I did & still do wonder abt the weather in this. My dry mouth comes & goes but, again, I didn't think too much of it because it's something that, with me, always does come & go a bit.
My rash is now all over the bottom of my legs (between my knees & ankles) & as of yesterday on the palms of my hands too. It's so darn itchy I swear I'll be scratching all my skin off.
I was doing so #$)%(*#$)%* good for so long. It's like what the #$@$@$@ has gone wrong all of a sudden. To boot the soonest opening my rheumy has is March 21st. I'm on a cancellation list so well who knows.
I'm so frustrated, angry & anything else I can think of. I'm really trying to regroup here, refocus, put the grump sack me back where she belongs-well hidden.
Anyone have good ideas of what I can do for the itch, any good products anyone has tried. I've got a Cortisone cream but it doesn't really help a lot.
Well whoever was brave enough to read this all, I so love you & appreciate you for that.
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